Thank God for growing up.
Friday, February 27, 2009
Look at how I've matured.
I've come to the realization that all "men" I had crushes on grades 4 (or whenever I stopped thinking boys had cooties) to 9 have turned out to be either pierced head to toe, high school/college dropouts, have a record of incarceration, got some girl pregnant, or are still riding their skateboards at the park in Bismarck I once thought was so "sexy".
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Second Place
Being in first place was never my life's goal. If it was, I would've gotten that 4.0 in high school. I would've played sports until I succeeded, I would've sang my heart out until I was no longer placed as an "alternate" year after year. But lately, being anything less than perfect is my ultimate failure. And more and more I see myself being pushed aside for bigger and better; by people. Did I never make it obvious that I have feelings & emotions. Do I seem like I will forgive you at the drop of a hat. Forget that you forgot me for awhile there? I dislike wishy-washy people. Either you care for me, or you don't. Don't ask me to hang out only until something better comes along. Don't be my convenient friend. Don't tell yourself "she'll understand" when time and time again I've "understood" and it's getting tiring. I have probably been guilty, actually I'm absolutely certain that I have, of this pet peeve of mine. And for that, I apologize. Nothing feels worse than being put in second place by someone you love.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Monday, February 2, 2009
Updates/Randoms
One test down for the week & I thought I had a little downtime before I put my head in the books again for the night.
1. The Fray album comes out tomorrow & I think everyone should go buy it (or download it- but not for free!). It is going to be FABULOUS!
2. I'm crossing my fingers that I get the job as summer intern pharmacy technician at St. A's. I should know by the end of the month whether or not I can work as minimally possible at Sbux for the next 2 summers. :)
3. I realized I probably do have seasonal "unhappiness". The day it reached 40 degrees in Fargo was probably the best day I've had in awhile. (Just forget the high winds). It was back in the minuses today. I'm back to being unhappy.
4. I missed Nip/Tuck last week & have to miss again tomorrow due to work. If anyone in the FM area has it recorded... hit me up!
5. Being poor is no fun. I've mostly paid off my debts (aside from my ever-accumulating student loans). And let's just say I can't WAIT to start out making about $50 an hour :) :) :) .."hmm what should I buy first?!"
Well, that's all for now.. you can find me upon my bed buried in chemistry for the next two days.
1. The Fray album comes out tomorrow & I think everyone should go buy it (or download it- but not for free!). It is going to be FABULOUS!
2. I'm crossing my fingers that I get the job as summer intern pharmacy technician at St. A's. I should know by the end of the month whether or not I can work as minimally possible at Sbux for the next 2 summers. :)
3. I realized I probably do have seasonal "unhappiness". The day it reached 40 degrees in Fargo was probably the best day I've had in awhile. (Just forget the high winds). It was back in the minuses today. I'm back to being unhappy.
4. I missed Nip/Tuck last week & have to miss again tomorrow due to work. If anyone in the FM area has it recorded... hit me up!
5. Being poor is no fun. I've mostly paid off my debts (aside from my ever-accumulating student loans). And let's just say I can't WAIT to start out making about $50 an hour :) :) :) .."hmm what should I buy first?!"
Well, that's all for now.. you can find me upon my bed buried in chemistry for the next two days.
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